28 things I learned in 28 yearsA reflection of life and the years so far
Dear younger self,
Hello my sunshiny, deep feeling, God and music loving, ever crafting, kind, little dancer. Though it’s winter time and your favorite holiday season, before I know it we will blink and it will be April again. This April will mark 28 years of life for us. My what all we have learned and seen. So for you little Miss Mae here are 28 things we will have learned in 28 years. (In no special order)
1) You can’t make every person happy..and that’s okay. Just focus on making yourself happy and ya know Mom and Dad.
2) You can’t change another person, even if it’s a change that they want to make…a person can only change if they decide to and put in the work.
3) If your ears plug up and stay plugged after two days go to the doctor. It’ll just get worse the longer time passes.
4) Your tonsils are too big…them and their friends need to come out ASAP! (You will be able to truly breathe, sleep better and not get sick as easily with them gone..really it’s a life changer)
5) You get married and separated in the first half of the same year, it shatters you but you will be stronger than you dreamt you could be after. It ends up freeing you in a beautiful way.
6) In time you’ll love the curves you have and not care about each bit of fat.
7) Wood or metal slivers under the skin will always been an enemy.
8) Quicksand against popular 90’s cartoons, don’t really come up as an issue as often you think they will.
9) God’s comfort, peace, grace, protection and presence will never leave you.
10) Music is as important as you believe it is. It heals, moves and lifts.
11) Traveling no matter how close or far is good for the soul. It’s always worth the time and money to explore.
12) It’s okay to not be perfect….in fact it’s much more rewarding, liberating and beautiful to embrace your imperfection.
13) Therapy is beneficial and helpful for everyone for we are all just a bit broken.
14) The theater community is all accepting and supportive. Not all groups of people are like this, not everyone effortlessly accepts others. Heartbreaking but true.
15) Your smile and kindness can make a difference. You have the power to lighten someone’s day with it. So always smile if you can and lead with kindness.
16) People should respect when you say the word “no”. It doesn’t mean there’s wiggle room or that they can push and ask four more times. If this happens a lot with a someone then back away, you’re not a bad person for not being around them anymore.
17) Forgiveness Isn’t a sign of weakness and it doesn’t justify what the other person did. Forgiveness is strength for yourself and a daily decision.
18) Worrying just makes you suffer twice… So don’t over obsess about it.
19) Don’t say anything about anyone unless you would say it to their face…because gossip is toxic and it doesn’t reflect negatively on the other person but on you.
20) Not everyone is the same and that is beautiful. We don’t all think and believe the same. We don’t all walk the same path so don’t compare yourself to others. See the qualities you want for yourself and apply them but don’t compare.
21) Only God can judge. It is not our place to judge others for their choices. Ask questions to understand their point of view and to gain wisdom..but leave the judgement at the door.
22) Don’t continue to wait for the white picket fence chapter… Yes of course we are excited for a husband and possible child and a dog, but don’t miss all of the lovely things on the journey. Honestly this pre-ever after chapter is full of gems.
23) Everyone would benefit from visiting Europe at least once in their lifetime for it is life changing. For you young one, London is your favorite place.
24) Love is an action, not a feeling. It is a daily decision to choose someone. Yes there are moments of electricity but it is mostly a slow burn, a constant hum of truth and trust.
25) You don’t have to over explain or justify your choices or things that you do. You can choose to share, but there doesn’t have to be an urgent pressing need for others to understand every fine detail.
26) Your maternal instinct is a strong useful gift, even though you are not a mother. That intuition is an asset not a burden.
27) Loving something and loving the idea of something are completely different things.
28) You don’t feel “too much”. You are not broken for feeling so deeply and don’t need to be cured of it. Your deep joy and capability for deep emotion is your connection to God and the world. That depth is an incredible gift….even when it overwhelms you.